Camera Shot

Since sensei ended up actually forgetting about me Camera Shots presentation, I think I'll leave it here. I worked quite hard on it as well.

Introduction
A camera shot is the amount of space that is seen in one shot or frame. Camera shots are used to demonstrate different aspects of a film's setting, characters and themes. As a result, camera shots are very important in shaping meaning in a film.

Extreme Wide Shot
An extreme wide shot contains a large amount of landscape. It is often used at the beginning of a scene or a film to establish general location (setting). This is also known as an establishing shot.
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Very Wide Shot
A very wide shot contains landscape but gives the viewer a more specific idea of setting. A long shot may show the viewers the building where the action will take place.
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Wide Shot
A wide shot contains a complete view of the characters. From this shot, viewers can take in the costumes of characters and may also help to demonstrate the relationships between characters.
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Mid Shot
A mid shot contains the characters or a character from the waist up. From this shot, viewers can see the characters' faces more clearly as well as their interaction with other characters. This is also known as a social shot.
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Medium Close Up
A medium close-up contains the subject in more detail and are often framed from just below the shoulders to the top of the head.
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Close Up
A close-up contains just one character's face. This enables viewers to understand the actor's emotions and also allows them to feel empathy for the character. This is also known as a personal shot.
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Extreme Close Up
An extreme close-up contains one part of a character's face or other object. This technique is quite common in horror films. This type of shot creates an intense mood and provides interaction between the audience and the viewer.
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Two Shot
A two-shot contains a shot of two people (or other individuals) together, framed similarly to mid shot.
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Over the Shoulder
An over the shoulder contains a shot from behind the person towards their subject. Generally the frame is cut off just behind the ear, although there are several variations. A good technique to use to get this shot is to frame the person facing the subject with about one third of the frame.
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Point of View
A point of view is an effective shot that gives the audience the feel that you’re seeing it from the eyes of the performer.  It is taken from near the eye-level of the actor and shows what he might see.  It could be used to give the perspective of other animals too like a frog, a bird, or a fish.
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Bird’s Eye View
A bird’s eye view is a camera angle that looks down upon a subject. A character shot with a high angle will look vulnerable or small. These angles are often used to demonstrate to the audience a perspective of a particular character.
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Eye-level View
An eye-level angle puts the audience on an equal footing with the character/s. This is the most commonly used angle in most films as it allows the viewers to feel comfortable with the characters.
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Worm’s Eye View
A worm’s eye view is a camera angle that looks up at a character. This is the opposite of bird’s eye view and makes a character look more powerful. This can make the audience feel vulnerable and small by looking up at the character. This can help the responder feel empathy if they are viewing the frame from another character's point of view.
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Selective Focus
By using a large aperture value (f/1.4, f/2.0) you will be able to create a shallow depth of field.  This effectively leaves one part of the frame in focus while blurring others, such as the foreground or background.  When you change the focus in the shot from the foreground to the background you’re doing another advanced camera shot called a rack focus.
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Cut In
A cut-in refers to showing some part of the subject in detail. Can be used purely as an edit point or to emphasize emotion etc. For example, hand movements can show enthusiasm, agitation, nervousness etc.
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Weather Shot
Although the usual purpose of this shot is to show the weather, it is also useful as an establishing shot, for setting the general mood or for overlaying graphics.
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I hope it's helpful somehow~!
Truthfully, I enjoyed doing it quite a lot. I re-watched a lot of anime episodes just for it too.
The explanations above aren't mine though. It's from another website. I drew the black and white pictures though!
It felt like so long since I lined my hand-drawings so it was something I enjoyed doing a lot
Getting the screencaps was also fun~ Being able to re-watch my fav animes again~ It made me happy!
Ah, but somehow, I got sucked into Darker than Black.
Sore jya!
Ciao~!

That Butterfly Feeling~

I'm so FUCKING HAPPY right now that I bet I'll explode if I get any more happier


Seriously, every Friday it feels like I transform into some kind of hormonal monster teenager. It's crazy!

I don't know which bitch claimed that it's hard to concentrate around someone you like, I find it's the opposite with me. The more I like the lecturer, the easier it is for me to accept what he/she says AND I'M TOTALLY SMITTEN OVER MY 2D LECTURER! But....ah...I'll have to do my best in the midterm. I'm weak against theories and definitions.

Okay, okay, enough about my fangirling.
Today, our 2D thumbnail storyboard was due. The storyline got somewhat rejected the week before so I was really adamant about doing it right the second time. (To my delight, everyone else was rejected too)

We worked really hard, as a team more now. I did the thumbnail and passed it to the 'perfect couple' for them to integrate it as a rough pass. They did quite a good job rendering my incomprehensible sketches - at least it exceeded my expectations and, seriously, I was thrilled to see our teamwork.

Zi-kun was supposed to handle our screenplay rough draft but she faced major technical difficulties that also affected her other assignments. I actually didn't mind if I had to take on her workload for the team but she really wanted to do it. In the end, it was a bit too much for her but she ended up making us an interesting cover page for our group. So, I did the screenplay. I seriously don't mind though! It's been nearly a year since I had a hand in writing a script.

Late into the night on Thursday, I was wrapping up everything that needed to get done. Early this morning, Nad-san, Ak-kun, Rieya-chan and I went to college early - for we thought we had our Digital Photography Class. It was canceled, regrettably, so we holed ourselves in the library and I did finishing touches (dialogues, camera movements, facial expression) on the rough pass.

I was supposed to present about Camera Shots this week so all throughout the morning, my stomach cramped in nervousness. It totally killed my appetite and made me feel queasy. It didn't help that my "lovely" group of friends were talking about insects in food incidents.

By the time we made it to class, I was a nervous-wreck. We had a short banter session about the recent earthquake and nuclear-poisoning that's happening in Japan but I, sadly, didn't know much about it and therefore couldn't join in as much. Rieya-chan left for home after that and that was when my nervousness escalated to many levels. My hand never stopped shaking and I bet I was really pale.

I felt sick with worry. I hoped to God my lecturer wouldn't remember about our presentation and would resume to teaching. I was also worried our storyline and rough pass would get rejected for being too simple or too long or just not enough. When other classmates began to file in, with all their versions of rough pass storyboard and storyline, I was near hyper-ventilating.

I'm pretty sure I annoyed the heck out of Nad-san and Zi-kun but all through the class I'm really thankful they put up with me.

Sensei came in after that. Oh gosh~! I think I was between paling (from fear of our assignment being rejected) and blushing (because ohmysenseiissocute!) As usual, my fear won over my lovesickness (if you can call it that) and when sensei was evaluating all the storyboards, and commenting on how to improve them (in my book, it means getting rejected) I was out of my mind with fear. One by one, he returned the storyboards to their groups with comments (It's too short, add camera shots, show the animation flow with arrows - practically everything my group has done) and, finally, he reached ours.

Oh God. Oh God. Oh God.

You can totally imagine how I felt at that time. It felt more like he was deciding punishments for my baby rather than an assignment. I swear, my stomach churned so fucking painfully and my chest tightened unimaginably, I could hardly breathe right for that matter. My hand immediately gripped Zi-kun's thigh and squeezed - cuz I was scared like that.

And you know what he said?

It was perfect.

And we fucking brightened up so much, it was heart-wrenching. I swear, it felt like I got high on happiness if that was even possible. I wanted to giggle insanely and do a weird dance. I wanted to hug my teammates too but I have social restrictions so I didn't.

Sensei ended up passing our storyboard to others so that they can learn from it. I truly didn't mind. If my hard work - because I worked my backbone off for that - could help others, I'm more than willing to share. Nad-san and Zi-kun didn't have the same idea though. They were fearful of our rough pass being manhandled but I can understand how they feel, especially Nad-san who worked hard to draw the rough pass (She told me it took her 3 days)

Really. I'm so very thankful to my teammates for being of so many help this time around. I know I grumble a lot and they have to put up with my bossiness as well as my selfish pride but it worked out somehow. In all actuality, I love teamwork just as I love my alone time. I hope this will continue until the end of the semester.

I can't wait to get to our next team work.

Oh, and I really adore my lecturer. He's so cute and his smile is really nice~ I can't wait for the next 2D class~
He spoke a bit of Malay today and I thought it was really so goddamn cute

Salty Winds

We went to the beach today to get our Digital Photography assignment started.
Feels like we went quite unprepared. I kind of want to go again. Now that I know what I should and should not bring/do.
There were a lot of mistakes that I did, now that I've viewed my picture in the laptop. I'm nervous and self-conscious about them now and I really wonder if I should show them to my lecturer tomorrow.

And it's pretty late for me to break down and whine about how I don't have enough vision for photography. I will just have to make do and work hard with concentrating on the basic logic behind it.

I wonder...if I've ever cried that hard

I think my pent up feelings have caught up with me.
I don't think it's as easy as blaming PMS anymore.
I have so much hatred for myself right now that it's scary.

I don't want to hate myself. I want to love myself
like I have been for so long.

Love myself for me, you know? When I think the world shouldn't love me as much as I want, I should love myself just as much
because if I don't I will break down

like I am now

I'm a woman with emotions. I'm human. Yet I hate the fact that I'm using that very reason to justify what I'm feeling now. I feel so selfish towards myself.

Ten years ago, I wouldn't have known that was even possible.
Ten years ago, I thought I hated myself but I actually loved me
Ten years later
I thought I loved myself enough to cover up that I hate me.
Now I just hate and I'm begging so much forgiveness from everyone for just hating myself.

"Hey you know, you have an admirer~"
...
"Haha What kind of reaction is that?"

I never knew being joked about something like that brought my whole fantasy crashing. Maybe it was that little glimmer of hope that some crazy nut found me attractive enough only to realize that, 'hey, man. I was joking.'

Call me desperate, call me whiny but when you're never genuinely complimented by a total stranger - let alone an acquaintance you're quite fond of - don't you just yearn for it a bit?
It's sad to admit, but I think I live off praises and compliments and, truthfully, I will admit to being selfishly hoping guys would do it.
But when they're doing it so that they can use you or doing it for a bet; hey, that stings a lot.

I think it feels like 2 or 3 years have passed since thoughts of 'you're ugly, why would anyone want to be with you?', 'you're so fucking lame I don't know why you still even have friends', 'you're an idiot for thinking some guy will like you for who you are' and 'Why do you even try so hard? No one will ever notice you' have filled my thoughts.

I think I owe a bit of it from being surrounded by amazing people. Dazzling, mesmerizing people with looks and personality that I can never accomplish. My family, my friends. I'm always envious of them and I try so hard to make it up with my hardwork, determination and usefulness. Seems like it's just not enough

Now,

Now...I feel that all the self-confidence, self-esteem I've collected from when I joined the college - at that time bracing myself for that new chapter in life - is gone.

In the end...
I can no longer deny

Loneliness does things to me.
Selfishness does things to me
because my family loves me, because my friends cherish me, because I have so many things to be so thankful of in life

because I'm a girl who wants affection she doesn't deserve



and most of all...to know that I can't pour my heart out to someone close because I'll feel selfish just makes it more lonesome. It makes me more worthless and I hate that I'll feel like I'm burdening them with problems that they'd think of as something so little but yet is so big to me.

I hope, within this week, I will gather more confidence to love myself again

So, tell me, I beg you;
What positive feeling can a person with low self esteem feel when their self esteem has been crushed?

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