Differ of Melancholy

mood: stressed

SPM...
How come it hasn't passed?
The pressure of hidden promises to our teachers
I don't want to break those promises
I want to do better
Better than that person I have greened on the past year
Oemma...
Even if I don't get full A's...
don't disown this pitiful daughter T_T
I'll try my best
This is for my future as well
I want to study in a good place
A place I have always dreamt of
But now...
What is this?
I'm not giving my all...
It is a week dreaded by most ladies and women
A week of depression and anxiety
I have never truly enjoyed PMS...
T_T
At such a time
I wish I can tell my body
"Yah! Can't you wait until after SPM?!"
People will pass odd looks
*headdesk*
Why hasn't SPM pass yet?
Pass with a wondorous ZZHANG!
I can't wait.
The moment I step out of the school gate on the 27th of November...
I will be a free person
Before SPM though...
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I want to dance to WONDER GIRL's NOBODY first
T_T

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~*About this Blog Owner*~

An introvert imaginist suffering claustrophobia, ADD and hemaphobia and sudden social reclusion. Enjoys drawing, watching animations, singing badly, daydreaming, surfing the internet.

Appears harmless and most of the time, semi-transparent. Easily flustered when in company, overly shy, prefers slinking into the shadow and wouldn't be shocked if you didn't notice or recognise her.

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Specialize in digital imagery and is currently taking Diploma in Multimedia Application. Has an extreme liking to multimedia editing softwares and photography.

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