Okay,
I'll admit,
shoving my friend into the wall in front of a whole group of friends wasn't the nicest thing ever.
Not that I'm nice. I have just proven that to my friend.
However, trying to pin scandals into my sibling's book will never be taken lightly by me.
Friend or not.
If I had the choice, I'd like to apologize to her.
It wasn't nice of me and I'm sorry
but I really don't want to bring it up
and I don't want her to forget that I do NOT appreciate or will ever be able to tolerate that she had insinuated/slandered about my sister and a guy I don't even bloody know much about.
I can be nice and I will be nice if you give me reasons to be.
I do not ever want to make enemies with anyone especially my friends but a few things I cannot handle is anyone badmouthing/slandering/lying about my family
I don't even fucking care if it's a bloody joke
I don't take jokes about my bloodties well
EVER.
Period.
To dive deeper into WHY I couldn't tolerate what she had said
was that it could have caused rumours that I find even more unnecessary
and is a bitchslap to my family's dignity, pride and good name.
I can never allow that to happen. By a friend, no less.
If it affected me and only me, I wouldn't even really care
I'm a frickkin social brick
but I live in a community based on family reputation and good name. I will not allow anyone to tarnish my parent's hard-earned social respect with some childish slandering.
(I will call it slander because it is a downright lie and has possibilities of hurting the person to whom it relates.)
At least, not smack-dab in front of me.
If need be, I'll explain this to her.
but I have high hopes that she has learnt well and will always remember the feel of me pressing her into the wall and glaring atop my glasses while I tell her to stop telling people my sister has a scandal that she DOES NOT.
I solemnly pray as so.
I know and fully realize to an outsider that I'm being a total Bitch about this but this is a serious matter to me.
I also know I look like I have one heck of stick up my arse
but when have I not?
Yet, again I have to mention that I shouldn't have done that.
There were many ways to tell her off
and shoving her into the wall wasn't one of it.
but I had done what I did and I apologize
I'm sorry.
I lost control of my emotions and lashed out badly.
It was a mistake that I wish I could take back.
Alas, it has been done.
.
.
.
.
.
.
I'm sorry
but don't ever fucking do it again
I'll admit,
shoving my friend into the wall in front of a whole group of friends wasn't the nicest thing ever.
Not that I'm nice. I have just proven that to my friend.
However, trying to pin scandals into my sibling's book will never be taken lightly by me.
Friend or not.
If I had the choice, I'd like to apologize to her.
It wasn't nice of me and I'm sorry
but I really don't want to bring it up
and I don't want her to forget that I do NOT appreciate or will ever be able to tolerate that she had insinuated/slandered about my sister and a guy I don't even bloody know much about.
I can be nice and I will be nice if you give me reasons to be.
I do not ever want to make enemies with anyone especially my friends but a few things I cannot handle is anyone badmouthing/slandering/lying about my family
I don't even fucking care if it's a bloody joke
I don't take jokes about my bloodties well
EVER.
Period.
To dive deeper into WHY I couldn't tolerate what she had said
was that it could have caused rumours that I find even more unnecessary
and is a bitchslap to my family's dignity, pride and good name.
I can never allow that to happen. By a friend, no less.
If it affected me and only me, I wouldn't even really care
I'm a frickkin social brick
but I live in a community based on family reputation and good name. I will not allow anyone to tarnish my parent's hard-earned social respect with some childish slandering.
(I will call it slander because it is a downright lie and has possibilities of hurting the person to whom it relates.)
At least, not smack-dab in front of me.
If need be, I'll explain this to her.
but I have high hopes that she has learnt well and will always remember the feel of me pressing her into the wall and glaring atop my glasses while I tell her to stop telling people my sister has a scandal that she DOES NOT.
I solemnly pray as so.
I know and fully realize to an outsider that I'm being a total Bitch about this but this is a serious matter to me.
I also know I look like I have one heck of stick up my arse
but when have I not?
Yet, again I have to mention that I shouldn't have done that.
There were many ways to tell her off
and shoving her into the wall wasn't one of it.
but I had done what I did and I apologize
I'm sorry.
I lost control of my emotions and lashed out badly.
It was a mistake that I wish I could take back.
Alas, it has been done.
.
.
.
.
.
.
I'm sorry
but don't ever fucking do it again
8 thoughts:
hey, when it involves ur family, theres really nothing to b sorry of...
surely she knows taunting bound to get people mad so she asked for it n got it~
She has misplaced common sense sometimes so I never can quite take it to heart.
But if she does it again, I'll make sure to tell her more clearly.
Maybe I've just gone soft ^^;
it's alright aini. aini mmg ptt rs marah pun cuma mungkin cara je la tak kena...it's ok la...:)
I don't get it.. lol!~
@N.Y...
^^; Aini kena gi kursus Anger Management kot TTvTT
@Just_najmiE
What don't you get?
I basically shoved my friend into the wall and told her to stop telling people my sister is in a scandal (that she obviously is not)
That is why it's easier to just avoid socialising with people like that. /nodnod
I hope she doesn't try to make your life horrible. She deserves a sharp, armor-piercing slap or two. >:( She was being more of a bitch than you were.
i'm sorry i just read this couse i just got the mood to read this..hehe
anyways, you shoved your friend into the wall?? seriously??
i just can't believe it...
@Anis-chan
But she comes in handy sometimes and I know she won't do it again ^^ She hasn't since I posted this.
She has common sense issues sometimes but at least she knows when she overstepped the line
@Wahida
lol, what are you apologizing for? XD It's entirely okay. Yeah, I shoved her into the wall but not so harshly as I'd have wanted ^^;
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