Just Through a Day

mood: pondering

This longing in my stomach...

My fingers are shaking...

My head is in pain...throbbing...

I don't feel really well

Adapting back to the school life is always a great pain...

Living in the hostel

Ah! I want to be free!

...but next year I will

Just to get past this year...and onto the next

I have never given up on life

Just given up on the people

Life won't give me up

Until God calls for my return

Ah... I'm practically starving...famished even

but I know this is just from a change of diets

I ate so much in the past week

Now, I'm eating my normal high school diet

So, my stomach has to endure this training

Using the Pearl Sapphire Blue colour to say

Stomach...FIGHTING!

My head hurts though...

But I know it's just from not taking a bath yet

So, that's okay

It's been stuffy lately

Just now, my unkempt-looking dongsaengs were called into the lab...

Most of them smelled like men's perspiration

I felt like gagging

I left for the toilet only to feel nouseous and trembling

My condition is so dramaqueen-ish

The chungkuggoh dongsaengs sitting behind me

They kept whispering excitedly that it got on my nerves

but I didn't want to do anything about it

It felt too troublesome

I don't want conflicts or attention

Am I really a kind of person like that?

-sigh-

Tomorrow, I'm going to treat myself to some good food at the canteen

and hope that tomorrow will be better than today

Optimism is my best exit at the moment

So far it's ben working wonders.

To do well, I must feel well

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With a big roar, let's say

'Aini! FIGHTING!!'