A Song to Stir the Cold Heart

Mood: thankful

Even without Father we finally
made it.
We finally opened a small restaurant.
It wasn't big, but we
were happy.
Tears came from Mom's wrinkled eyes.
We used Mom's and my
first name to name the restaurant.
We named the restaurant and offered our
prayers.
It was late at night, but nobody left.
People kept on
congratulating us.
It was midnight when everyone left.
Mother was very
tired, she quickly fell into a deep sleep.
And she never woke up again.

I loved you even though I never once told you.
I love you.
Rest
now forever in the world without me.
~ To Mother - G.O.D
Heard in Korean...
Even though I didn't know which word to which
Tears still escape to my cheeks
Sung with a mellowful voice...
but my mind still plays
A distant memory of Jungsu-oppa and Hyukjae-oppa
singing 'Eomonimkke' in Sukira
Wearing their dark Don't Don costumes,
they sang it for a listener who couldn't find the song to hear on a happy Chuseok day
Muishie must have been touched also
for that person translated that segment especially
and put it up in youtube
touching the hearts of others....like myself
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart
Though that person cannot hear it
With success, I downloaded this song
stored it in Ijah-unnie's MP3
and listened to it
Even without understanding, I still knew what it meant
It touched my heart so
that I cried wherever I was...
...in dorm
...while in a noisy study room
...in a noisy classroom
...times when I couldn't study because of the amount of noise
So far...it has only been less than five times
But to do so...
in only 2 days
I surprise my state of emotion
Ironically, Haengbok played after the song
So I wiped my tears and smiled
Nankurunaisa...
Smile for tomorrow...
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Umma, SARANGHAE YO!
I will do my very best!
I am not like that boy in the song!

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